my complexion is currently at its worse now. with pimple outbreak and peeling of skin, i look so awful! and theboy just had to rub it in today, "why your skin so dry?!" WHY? cos of the damn sun! tanning under the scorching afternoon sun the previous week or i don't know when, made my skin so dry that it looks hideous now! oh, and not forgetting my laziness, i was too lazy to apply moisturiser every night. think i only did it every alternate day. so so so, there goes my porcelain skin. !@#$%^

life is pretty screwed up these days and i can't imagine how i am gonna survive penniless for the next few days. i have yet to pay my phone bill. what's more, school's starting next week. being financially independent is something i have been trying hard to master. i haven been asking $$ from my parents for a very long time, other than the pathetic allowance i get from them every week.

i so want to skip school. totally loathe it and fk, it's the last semester of my poly education. last semester means can't work. can't work means no money. no money means no life. say hello to my pathetic nineteenyearold life.

man, i miss complaining to lilpseudogran-.blogspot. it feels so good to let things out once in a while..